Friday, November 27, 2009

the glory of the upper lip dream machine



I tried to pull off a 1980's dirty stash for all but 20 minutes. I got as far as the aft of the ship with my 26-button white Mexican shirt & caught the back-end of an Acapulco sunset.



There is a strange comaraderie among men with straight-up stashes. That 20 minutes of awkwardness was worth every ounce of the head-nod I received from a man in his 50's sporting one glorious stash. It was a nod of knowing, a nod of recognition, acknowledgement, & pride. He was also comforting me & telling me to keep going, it gets better. I'm sure it does Mr. Stash man.



In the end, the dirty stash in all of it's glory had to be shaved- but not before experiencing one sweet Acapulcan sunset in an Authentic Mexican T.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

i am second

if you haven't heard of iamsecond.com, it's worth checking out...



iamsecond is a website dedicated to the search for significance in life. on the website you will find video interviews of people from all walks of life sharing the story of how they overcame life's struggles to find peace and hope in the midst of a painful and unforgiving world.
"I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have trouble. But take heart; I have overcome the world." -Jesus (John 16:33)

Sunday, August 23, 2009

class of 2013 mindset list



Beloit, WI- Each year since 1998 Beloit College has published a mindset list of the incoming freshman class. These lists are interesting as they observe the cultural elements that have shaped and influenced each changing generation. Check out the following link to see the BELIOT mindset list for the class of 2013.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Costa Rica: day 6

entry from the San Jose airport before leaving:

ran into Tom @ the airport & we had a good debriefing chat. his flight was the same gate an hour earlier.
Just met Armando- he plays volleyball 4 the CR national team- he's an outside & they're on their way to spank Nicaragua PURA VIDA!
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2 entries from the Guatemalan airport (my 8hr layover):

so an 8HR layover in Guatemala = $120 of stuff @ the Duty-Free store & $15 @ a Rum bar.
...was the 1st to smoke a cigar at this bar.. it just opened on wednesday (it's real nice)

still waiting for my flight 30min before i board.. just met the guys from the band "Casito de Amor" or "Army of Love" -they were pretty cool... touch, smiles, congenial, laughs -i hope their music is good

...gracias por viajar conmigo! PURA VIDA!!

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Costa Rica: day 5

THU 27th
i almost missed my bus to San Isidro- i pulled up just as it was arriving... the Family from Oregon wasn't as fortunate. they will have to wait for the next bus @ 2:30PM or Pay a Taxi/Shuttle Service.


Morgan & Shannon were on the bus.. Morgan thought it was crazy how close i was to missing the bus . took about an hour to get to San Isidro (35km)- up mtns, very beautiful. there was a particularly nice mtn town about 1/2 way. OH another thing- i got to the station @ 7:30AM (thought the bus came at 7:50)... turns out it was supposed to be there @ 7:15. we arrived in San Isidro @ 8:15ish- Morgan, Shannon, & i went directly to "MUSOC" bus system 4 a ticket to San Jose (bus every hour on the 1/2). Got there @ 8:30 & bought a ticket for 9:30, then we went to MacDonald's 4 breakfast.

the bus to SJ was pleasant & we cruised into town about 12:30, maybe 1PM (i had sat by a nicaraguan guy who comes to CR to work construction b/c it's better money in CR). i was @ Ave22 & Main St- i booked it to Ave7 & 6th St. by this time i just wanted to be in my room @ the Best Western.


i checked in about 1:45. when i unloaded all my stuff i noticed some items were wet & gross. I tossed my ebc shirt out the window (goodbye my friend =[) dawned 3 pairs of underpants & my boardshorts & headed 4 the pool. the h20 was SO COLD! & ppl thought i was crazy. i did 7 laps. i think the chlorine killed the germs/etc. next i went to the cafe 4 a burger, fries, & coke (only the Coke tasted normal)... & now ??

So i walked into town & bought various touristy items. i'm about to enjoy a mixed salad & complimentary soda. 2morrow i have a wake up call for 6AM, complimentary breakfast & courtesy shuttle to Airport (7AM) & i'm out of here.
a COSTA RICA Trip well done! PURA VIDA!

Monday, June 22, 2009

Costa Rica: day 4

Wednesday the 26th
Whelp- i did it. i broke my 1st board 2day... clean in half.



Here's how it went down:
Woke up super early... not sure of the time b/c i have no watch. it was light outside though, but hardly anybody was up. Tortilla Flats is right across from the beach, so i walked across the street, sat on the beach, read, & watched the waves.

Soon a couple rolled up & were the 1st ones in the h20. Paul & Kelly- Paul is from Alberta, Canada & Kelly from New Jersey, USA... She's lived in CR for the last 4yrs. together tey started a photography company taking pics of surfers from British Columbia to Costa Rica. Kelly gave me some helpful tips on the surf in Dominical. next i went for a run on the beach. i headed south until the beach ended, explored some rocks, then turned around. the beach here is beautiful & the h20 is WARM! i went back to the room, took a shower, & went to breakfast @ the tortilla bar... i was able to join Morgan & Shannon.

next i fell asleep in my room 4 a little. when i woke i sought to explore the town. i saw some tree-cutter Ants & followed their work- so cool =]!


i ran across a ton of little lizards (cool looking). Dominical is a cool town.. Quaint, quiet, small, not too built up.. it's cute. i was @ the end of town (by the River to the north) looking @ an abandoned resort (Lindo rio?- cool looking) when i SAW A HUGE IGUANA cross the road! Green body, orange head =] he was about 4ft long! he crawled towards the bank of the river.. when i was about 20ft away he jumped in the h20 & submerged! i walked about 30yds down the river and he popped up out of the banks (HA!) surprised to see me again he immediately jumped in the water a 2nd time. i did the SAME thing (walked 30yds down), he didn't... i guess i'm not as smart as an iguana. All of this made me think i should have a camara.. so i popped into the store right there & bought a disposable 27exp. i also eyed some cohibas 4 later. the Pudgy man @ the outdoor counter was very congenial.


i started @ the northeast end of town & took pics of the whole town until i ended up @ my place again. on my way i met Bob Clarke (saw him around earlier & the night b4).. he had surf boards & offered the best rental rate $10 a 1/2 day $20/full day- less/deal 4 multiple days. i eyed the Yellow 10footer & changed into my board shorts.

the waves didn't look too bad from the shore (actually they looked big), but out there they were HUGE! I GOT OUT ON MY 1ST PADDLE OUT. Arms hurt, out of breath.. & surprised by the POWER, HEIGHT, & MASS of these waves. Almost got taken out by a couple close-outs. i tried on 3 waves- Ate it on 2, stood on the last one, but got ahead of the wave & taken out (by the white water). i decided to paddle in- it was crazy. OH also, a guy from venezuela was giving me pointers out there.. Good Advice, but i was scared on the perfect wave w/ a nice shoulder & didn't catch it. Carmen was on the shore & she said she couldn't see me b/c i was too far out- i was relieved.

i decided to go out again, but stay in close & went to my room 4 a breather & H20! (never drank so good). Carmen came back to her room to change to go out- i went out w/ her & a couple others- including JunYung (korea) from Carlsbad. i stayed on the inside while my Venezuelan friend ripped it on the outside. the 2nd wave i caught was the best all day- it was a nice right & i was on the face till it died. i cruised by JunYung & carmen. i surfed white water probably 4 another hour or so (plus) then headed in. Bob gave me a couple tips (avoid beginners, don't surf in too shallow of water, etc) & he let me keep the board to get my next AM session in (i gave him $20 for 2 halfs).

i showered & cruised town. Shannon & Morgan recommended (saw them on the streets right after their lunch) the San Clemente restaurant 4 lunch, so i did that... it was too much food & i didn't finish it. i went back to the room & slept.

upon waking i decided i needed to head to San Jose in the morning to be sure i arrived without problems... which meant i should get my other surf sesh in 2day. so i headed to the beach- it was 4 o'clock & Bob was leaving @ 5, so it wouldn't be long. the surf was smaller, but Bob warned me they pop up from nowhere here. i met a beautiful girl from Holland- briana. i paddled out no prob, went further south to be on a calmer wave (thanks kelly) but noticed when i was out i had drifted north to the guard tower. the surf had also picked up & got BIG. they were slightly smaller than b4 & i thought- "oh well, i'm here." i paddled 4 a big left... stood up & fell immediately- but OH what FUN! =]! LOS TICOS YELLED TO ME, "PURA VIDA!" & i paddled out 4 another =. saw a beautiful (but BIG!) wave forming & went 4 it- balls to the wall. was closing left so i went right. i popped up immediately & pulled hard right... it WORKED! =] i surfed right only 4 a split second until the wave closed from the other side & i was caught in the spin cycle. i made it & right away looked to my board- it was broken in half right down the middle & held on only by the lamination. And the next wave broke that. i floated in on the half connected to me as the top 1/2 washed up on shore- a $400 mistake.

Bob was as cool about it as he could be. he charged only 400 when earlier he said if broken it's $600 though the board is irreplaceable/his favorite/his baby. i ran to the ATM just out of town (which only worked when i used spanigh as the language! go figure). i gave Bob his money & he still wanted my info to hook up in the States (he's from the OC & lives there in the summer). Also he thinks i should bring a group of my students to CR & he will set me up w/ accomodations & service projects, etc- oh & activities to enjoy. i told him if he needs a place to crash 4 a night in ventura county- call me up.

by the way- i'm sitting right now @ the tortilla bar... i'm on my 3rd Pilsen, writing in the journal, cigar from Fernando (pudgy guy) in hand, POURING outside (open air & 5ft from me), 1/2 eaten nachos... bought that out of duty & "empty stomach & cigar/beer" principle- i have no hunger. A little earlier i walked to the beach- when a HUGE firework was lit 10ft from me. i ran to the guard station where i sat & watched a local tico display for 15min.

tomorrow i'll take the AM bus to San Isidro then head to San Jose & my Best Western. America here i come.

Oh- & i topped off 3 Pilsen's & 1 Imperial... shared the last 2 w/ my new swiss friends- Lawrence & Thomas. They were cool guys & taught me much about Switzerland (7 presidents, they elect 200 that vote for the 7) oh & lots more. Also @ several times in the night someone lit off a string of fire crackers in the bar area... it wasn't seen as such a big deal & it seemed like the trick was to scare the camarera. Sat in the Hammock outside my room for a while b4 heading in. Lawrence & Thomas invited me to their next drinking place, but i declined. it was raining like crazy... a Dauschaund found shelter under a small red 2 door compact. this place seems surreal. very cool.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Costa Rica: day 3

Tuesday the 25th


Had breakfast w/ Tom (i snored last night), then we parted ways.
1st stop: the Manuel Antonio Nature Park- LOTS to see here.. it was like i was in a zoo, only i kept wondering where the bars & enclosures were. i saw 3 sloths, no 4 (2 three-toed & 2 two-toed). wolf spider. blue butterflies. clay-colored frog. BULL Frog. white-faced monkeys! Lots of them. Howling Monkeys & a moms babies. Lizards. birds. & fresh h20 Crocodiles (2-2.5 meters Long!). what an awesome trip- i joined a tour group (including: Mark & Laura from Ohio and Michele & Olga from Canada)

Danny was our tour guide & was superior to all other guides (OH- Giant Ants building homes & raccoons & wetland crabs too) the Beaches at the Park were Magnificent.

After the Park i asked Danny how to get to Dominical. i waited @ the Manuel bus stop for 20-25min & caught the bus to Quepos (210C or 40cents) & met a girl from Pennsylvannia area named Erin.. what a cute blondie she was. about 20ish & looked/acted just like brie tomlinson. we bonded over "Heavyweights" & she recommended i see "Wet Hot American Summer" she said I'd enjoy it. She was such a free spirit & i worry 4 her.

Got to Quepos @ noon & found out the bus 4 dominical didn't leave until 3:30 (Great lady working @ the bus depot- Yesenia- helped me). So i cruised the town. Saw the ocean.. identified the Cigar Shop.. bought a cigar.. bought lunch- too crowded in the shop so i ate it on the hill overlooking the H20. Shared my food w/ 2 locals Jose & another guy, went back & paid 4 my food. it was still 12:40/1ish so i tried to find Cocola Beach... sketchy neighborhood & felt unwelcome. i didn't find the crossover to the beach so i sat by a boathouse watching the h20 & decided to smoke my cigar. 10 minutes in it started to rain hard... tried to find cover under a tree popping out of the h20 w/ a local- he left w/ friends on a skiff to the cover of a boat anchored in the water.. i soaked. Saw 2 guys in the boathouse & decided to join. they welcomed me & i offered them my 2 cigars. Had to relite mine b/c it was soaked. the 3 of us bonded over a Cigar. i have 2 friends in Quepos- Harold, 30 & Antonio, 38 (el capitan de la bote "Blue Fin II").



the Rain let up & i walked back. had an hour- it was 2:15. walked w/ Jose in the sketchy neighborhood (saw him again) [oh- & gave jose & the other guy the gospel message @ lunch]. decided to sit & watch the Surf.. right b4 i sat a man approached named Christian Jacama- clearly JACKED UP.. & asked 4 a favor- una fresca. i took him to a shop, got him una fanta & lunch. during lunch i asked him what his story was.. at one point he said "yo tengo problemas," told him his problems would persist until he trusted in Jesus. upon leaving he asked 4 a bus ticket & place to stay, i said no.

I saw Yesenia @ the stop (2:55) waited 10min until the line formed. Met 2 Canadians in line (Morgan & Shannon) from Whistler.. the bus was ridiculously crowded. a hot chick that was in line ended up behind me. the bus ride was several hours! Met 2 believers on the bus & made friends w/ all around me. Marcos- a missionary from Panama and Jose, working in Rentals (fixes them up). Met & spoke w/ the hot chick- Carmen from Sweden. ended up we were both headed to Dominical along w/ the 2 canadians (the rest of the bus went elsewhere). it also turned out Carmen had reservations @ the same place i was going- the Tortilla Flats. i carried Carmen's butt-heavy bag to the hotel- we got lost 2gether (very dark here @ night). the hotel was WAY cool- cool vibe & had a restaurant & bar in the middle. @ 1st it looked as though no rooms were available & even Carmen's reservation was Jacked, but somehow we both got rooms (carmen room 6, me room 7). she asked if i wanted to get something to eat... we showered 1st & met up 4 dinner.. oh, & i paid my 2 nights stay @ the bar. had a chicken parmesan sandwich for dinner (tasted good) and Carmen & i each threw back 2 Pilsen's.

we spoke of God's plan to restore his creation, stop suffering, judge evil, & reign supreme (esp. romans 8:18-23)- i need to pray 4 her salvation... she seems close. i think she & i are surfing 2morrow.

can't wait to see the town in Light. already i love it here. best town yet so far- the town is kick-back & cool too.

PS- snapped a shot of a 2" baby crab outside my room b4 heading to bed... it's a little washed out, but you might be able to see it

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Costa Rica: day 2

10:45PM Monday 11/25/08
RIGHT NOW i'm sitting at an empty bar somewhere south of Quepos near Manuel Antonio. TODAY was a day. DEEP i know, but it's seemed like a week.
Woke up in Fortuna, grabbed continental breakfast & caught my 8:45 Jeep-Boat-Jeep trip to Monteverde. I met a couple from LA about my age- Matt & Melissa- we would become good friends. Weather overcast. Got onto the boats & it was drizzly, couldn't see the Volcano it was a 30minute boat ride (took only 10min to get to the boats from the hotel) then we hopped into the van (Jeep) on the other side of the Lake (Arenal)... Eddy was our driver, i sat shotty & got to know him well. 3 kids (11yr old twin girls & a 5yr old boy) born in CR, moved to NY, USA at 10 & lived there until 30... had 2yrs college & 7yrs as a semi-truck driver (not to mention time as a CHEF!) the trip from h20 to Monteverde was 1hr45min.

Matt & Melissa said they had a good tip-off on a great hostel in Monteverde- the Good Sleep Sleeper Cheaper (haha!), so i thought i'd join them. turns out they had no more private rooms (only dormitory which a European girl was in)- so i asked the guy about other places he pointed to the CASA TRANQUILO across the street. that place ROCKS! shared bath/shower, but the rooms were cool and David & Elena- the owners were way cool w/ their 2yr old son Joshua. Elena set me up w/ a zipline canopy tour & worked real hard @ acquiring transportation to Quepos 4 me the next day- all the buses were full & it wasn't looking promising. i went on the Canopy Tour b4 word of transportation panned out.

Met a Taiwanese Thomas, Garry & Rory from Ireland, & Anikka from Germany on the tour. The tour was GREAT! our 3 guides ("los tres monos" as i affectionately called them) Dennis & bro Danny and Miguel were very cool. 17 platforms & 4 Major traverses over ravines (400+ meters... the last one 750meters!) plus a 70ft rappel drop & a Tarzan swing. the 5 of us & 3 guides bonded & spoke of grabbing drinks in town later that night & we exchanged names 4 facebook.

i got back to Tranquilo dripping wet, looked out my window & saw the grayline bus outside the sleeper cheaper. i still didn't have a ride worked out to get to the Pacific, so i ran to check it out & to look for Matt & Melissa... found out they were on the bus & it was headed to Jaco- i asked if there was room. the driver said, "yes $45." i asked if Quepos was okay (it's further south), he said hurry- i said 5min.

i ran to Tranquilo, packed my stuff, checked out & paid for 1 night (only $10) & caught the Grayline =] i was sad not to get to know David & Elena more. & sad not to share a beer w/ the 2 irish lads & Anikka. when the Grayline was out my window i solved my ride sich & i realized i did what i came to Monteverde for- a zip line cloud forest/rain forest tour. Plus it was miserably drizzly & cold. on the bus Matt & Melissa were SO glad to leave. turns out the sleeper cheaper wasn't so hot and the wet & cold pissed them off. a Brit from London named Tom hopped on the bus & shared the same sentiments.

Tom & i are now sharing a room near Manuel Antonio... the last one in a town where everything is shut down. Tom is a lawyer & seems like a nice guy.

Friday, June 19, 2009

Costa Rica: day 1

sunday 8:35AM Nicaragua
-from LAX went to Guatemala (GUA) for a short layover, then OFF to a 20min layover in Nicaragua.
Nicaragua has volcanos & lakes... it's a fun land nestled between waters- VERY GREEN! a fun little airport w/ cool Nicaraguan Mtns & landscape in the background. Guatemala had tall volcanic mtns that jutted up above the clouds. Loving the trip so far!
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Landed in Costa Rica 20min til 10AM. 1st item is to find Sansa Air & get a flight to Fortuna. Fortuna is supposed to have a volcano with live flowing lava.
got to Sansa & took a cab to Nature Air.. i missed the Sansa flight to Fortuna (turns out they have 1 flight/day to Fortuna & it's @ 7:15AM), but Nature Air is supposed to have a flight leaving in 1hour...
the cab driver, General, had 24 yrs experience as a driver and has 4 grown kids (33, 31, 28, & ?). One of his boys is a weight lifter. General was not amused when i asked if his boy could beat up a luchador (professional wrestler)... he simply said yes.

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Met Kim & Diana (college travel friends).. they were also waiting for the flight to Fortuna. Turns out we're all going to Fortuna, Monteverde, & Quepos- they gave me some helpful hints re: Jeep-Boat-Jeep travel, Hotels, & the exchange rate.


the Plane ride was legit... 14 of us in a 2 engine prop plane- i felt like Indiana Jones.. i fully expected a dotted line to follow us as we went along =] the Aeropuerto in Fortuna is the coolest looking thing. would be cool to sit down & have a beer there.

Met up w/ Jesus the taxi cab driver & paid him $5 for a ride to Arenal Springs resort- Kim & Diana had reservations- i got a $102 room (2 beds, a "Greenhouse" shower, etc) for $70. Kim & Diana are next door. Now to find food.

things to do: CIGARS, Hot Springs. reserve Jeep trek to Monteverde.

PS- it POURED for 10min!
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10:30PM entry
had lunch w/ Kim & Diana- great pasta dish.. lined up my Jeep-Boat-Jeep trip to Monteverde @ 8:45AM 2morrow.. walked the grounds, talked to the ppl, went back to my room & fell asleep until 6. Diana knocked on my door @ 6:15PM & invited me to dinner w/ them. we walked to the main road (1/2mile to 3/4mile) & ate at a nearby restaurant. the 3 of us had a great meal..
Steak, chips & salsa/beans/guacamole, 2 bottles of TRIO, cafe flan, & coffee- $40 each. Got back & bought cigars @ the gift store & i've been enjoying cigar porch time w/ ephesians 1:1-5:17... especially meditating on 5:1-17. i took a walk w/ my cigar & God and prayed thru the passage- so convicting. expose the dark parts of my life & let Christ rule.. it's scary.

it's gorgeous here. nestled against the mtns/volcano- dense air, lots of bugs/noises. the clouds have not lifted so we didn't get to see the Volcano's lava =[ & the Hot Springs cost $28 to enjoy, so i didn't do it =].

agenda items 4 tomorrow: Jeep trek to Monteverde, find a Hotel, go on a canopy tour, book Grayline bus to Quepos/Dominical.

OH- & it rained for 5min & stopped while i was on the porch. it's way tropical here- i am anxious 4 my trip into the jungle 2morrow. =] PURA VIDA!

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Costa Rica: day 0



LOS ANGELES 9:37PM
-i started my trip on FLY AWAY where i met an old Mormon surfer who liked to say "shit" a lot. he was w/ his 11 year old son & they were flying to Puerta Vallarta for Thanksgiving.
-i've packed 2 T-shirts, 1 long-sleeved shirt, 1 pair of pants (whose legs come off to form shorts), & 1 set of board shorts... i have my bible, a map, and my journal. that's ALL i've got & it's all in 1 small backpack.

2day was nuts/went fast: i woke at 12:20PM, got to the bank b4 1PM to get $300 cash for my trip, hit up Subway for lunch & made calls to make sure sunAM at church goes well when i'm not there, went to target & longs for toiletries etc, hit up Urgent Care for a tetnis shot, Kohl's for underwear (my wash wasn't done!), then i packed my bags, printed off the Costa Rica (CR) bus schedule & my ticket itinerary, and made it to fly away by 8:15PM and was able to catch the 8:30 bus.
i'm at wolfgang pucks outside of my terminal @ LAX about to enjoy my Margharet pizza =]

Costa Rica: my travels



I am about to publish several posts of my trip to Costa Rica in November 2008... these posts are relatively unedited & straight out of my journal.



the RoadMap
day 0: saturday- Los Angeles
day 1: sunday- San Jose to Fortuna
day 2: monday- Fortuna to Monteverde; Monteverde to Manuel Antonio (via Limonal, Jaco, & Quepos)
day 3: tuesday-Manuel Antonio to Quepos; Quepos to Dominical
day 4: wednesday- Dominical
day 5: thursday- Dominical to San Jose (via San Isidro)
day 6: friday- San Jose to Guatemala (layover) to Los Angeles

...ojala que tienen un buen viaje conmigo!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

top 10 albums



So, I've decided that a key component is missing from my blog page. Something so close to my heart that it woke me up from a near 2-year-no-blog slumber. Mainly, that I have yet to share from my vast musical expertise *tongue-in-cheek*

top 10 albums b/c bret says so...

Here's the necessary preface: It's an art to compose a good album... & I'm not just talking about good music (although that is an essential ingredient), but for a good album there's got to be a cohesion, a theme, and an integrity that is maintained throughout the entire experience. And that's the thing, it should be an experience that takes you somewhere- not that an individual song or two does this, but the album as a whole works together in giving you one unified message. With this in mind, Compilations/Live performances/and "Best of" albums do not count... only artist-engineered studio-albums will be considered.
...so, here goes (in no particular order):


DIARY
–Sunny Day Real Estate
“classic & ingenuitive.. tough to believe this was 1994/fathers of emo… i listened to this album for 3 weeks straight on a 53min loop”


SONGS FOR A BLUE GUITAR
–Red House Painters
“changed my life”


IN RAINBOWS
–Radiohead
“unbelievable... i've written more sermons to this album”


THE AUTUMNS
–the Autumns
“perfection... my favorite band from 1993-2003 (when i stopped having a "favorite" band)”


THE TEXAS JERUSALEM CROSSROADS
–Lift to Experience
“a taste of twisted texas rock- highs & lows: highly emotive.. genius.”


THE UNAUTHORIZED BIOGRAPHY OF REINHOLD MESSNER
–Ben Folds Five
“incredible album: me in so many places”


TRANSATLANTICISM
–Death Cab for Cutie
“cohesive & seattle strong”


DARK SIDE OF THE MOON
–Pink Floyd
“classic album: takes you someplace. 3rd lion's roar”


SEA CHANGE
–Beck
“good depressing rock: great break-up album”


SIAMESE DREAM
–the Smashing Pumpkins
"got me thru my formative years"